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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I couldn’t go to sleep without writing up something here!

I had a wonderful night with Ryan tonight (the St Ives boy.. i shall name him now :p ) he had to work tomorrow, so it was a real pity that he had to go home early, but holy damn! And just now, I got an email! Soooo goddamn sweet.. i keep re-reading it!! He just asked me out!!! OMG… I haven’t replied yet, he’s gone to bed.. but I will reply in the morning! hahahahaha

Ahh.. such wonderful times… I’m trying to think of something poetic to sum up my mood at the moment, but i’m not sure if I can right now!! I shall save it for my email tomorrow Anyway, Gussy must play things right.. he’s done well so far, but must keep a level head at all times It’s just one of those nights

Sigh.. more to be saved for later posts. I must get some sleep… Sarah is coming up tomorrow, and we will have a great time i’m sure Miss me ol’ girl :p hahahaha many a rum n’ coke, and champagne, will be had tomorrow night I think

But to bed!!!

*mwa to all*

woah!!! what a night!! well, I think I’m becoming fully noctorunal now… it’s good! (I think.. who needs daylight anyway :p) Had such a wierd shift at work.. I swear you see everything when you work in a bar.. nothing is sacred. Was a hellishly busy night, the bar still packed at 4am well after we had closed the bar. If any of you wonder why some bar staff are rude as all hell, you should try navigating your way through a bar packed with dancing drunk people (hahahahaha str8 ppl dancing / picking up is sooo funny to watch). I was getting a bit violent towards the end of the shift I have to admit!

Despite feeling absolutely buggered, I get a call to come into the city to Stonewall!! well, what a surprise that was! I haven’t been out on the scene for almost two months (no the Imperial doesn’t count as the “scene”) heh heh and I ran into EVERYBODY!!! Met some lovely drag queens, and seemed to flirt / get felt up by a couple too many boys!!! All this whilst Gus is sober and tired from work ! :p Is a good ego-boost!

I’ve made a pact though.. I am going to be a good boy from now on. I have just had 2 weeks of absolute hedonism, and lets face it, some pretty sleazy behaviour!!! I’ve had my fun now though.. and it’s unlike me to be slutty or sleazy. But unlike many other queers I know, I never went through the mandatory slutty period of my life, so I think compressing it all down into two weeks, getting a taste of it, then throwing it away, is a good way to go. I would be quite content now to settle down (with a gorgeous boy of course!) and behave! (plus, study and bank account would be forever grateful). It’s really wierd.. whenever I’m in a relationship, I’m fully monogomous and wouldn’t even dream of cheating, but when I’m single almost nothing is sacred!! Oh god!! hahaha

Anyway, I just got a call from my ex to catch up for a bit.. will be good to see him. I miss the dear boy.. he hasn’t been well lately and I like to make sure he’s doing all right

Btw… alcohol == expensive
to save money, drink less

QOTD –> “We are just drinkers with a student problem” (DG)

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Hmmm.. what to say.. it is the next day!
Went to the beach.. very therapeutic.. got a tan already!!! heh heh heh heh well.. a half burn / half tan.. but it will end up as a tan!!! feel almost human again

hmm.. well.. what to say? At the moment my life is out of control.. too many things to juggle and not enough time to juggle them all!! Latest issue.. hmmm.. met this wonderful young man on monday, and like him from the moment I met him. I’m not one to jump for people… I tend to be the one jumped at, not the other way around! But this boy was something else completely.. intelligent, charismatic, DAMN cute and with so many similar interests. But what does Gus do when he’s interested in someone? Yess… he manages to stuff something up somehow. Don’t ask me how.. but I’m getting that cold feet feeling from the other end. Gah!!!! Story of my life. So i’m going to play life slowly.. and let them come after me. I feel like Monica from friends (or was it Rachel.. can’t remember), where she has to have her decisions made by someone else because she always stuffs it up :p heh heh So anyway.. I think I will bury myself in uni work and just hope something works out

Anyway.. got visitors.. so will past more later
*mwa*

Wow!!! This is the first thing I’m gunna put up here on livejournal!!! how exciting! I’ll keep it short, sweet and to the point… hmmm.. now what does one write? Never used one of these before..
ok.. hmmm.. today was.. well.. scattered after I got veeerrryyy drunk with a good friend of mine, polished off most of a bottle of rum and half a bottle of bourbon…. and had most of today to recover. Naturally, uni was “cancelled” heh heh heh. I’ll write more later.. for now I’m going to hit the sack… mmm… sack….

Lotsa ‘ruv for my first post!! yay for me!!
Gus