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Browsing Posts published in February, 2004

Hi from Vanuatu!

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Hiya there! I’m just in Port Villa currently… as you *may* have heard Tropical Cyclone Ira (Category 4) is headed this way ETA 4 hours, so the whole place is being boarded up. Quite fun actually! So this is just a note to say I’m still here, having lots of fun, the place I’m staying at is absolutely heavenly. Not too worried about the cyclone… people from these parts have had to deal with a few!

Went snorkelling today off a reef called Blue Lagoon, and have been doing some kayaking around Erakkor Lake, just outside the hotel. The food is absolutely AMAZING… this all inclusive thing that I’m a part of means I can have a cooked continental breakfast, and whatever I like from from the menu in one of 3 restaurants on the resort. The grilled lobster last night was just too damn good, and so was the wine that went with it. Not to mention all you can drink… the beer here is remarkably good, reminds me of Hahn Premium. For some reason they don’t export it! Pity! And the rum I’m definately getting a taste for heh heh

Wanted to do some scuba diving, but my ear is playing up so I’m waiting for it to behave itself before I subject myself to the depths. Definately want to do it though!

I have written down on a paper diary everything that’s gone on… will post when I get back to the big brown land of Oz. With lots of photos… my oh my do I have some good shots! heh heh

Anyway, that’s all for now.. am in the only internet cafe in town, and thinking of getting back to the hotel and settling with with a few drinks before the cyclone hits. So I’ll catch y’all later!!

Lots of love,

Gus

Last daaaaaaaayyy!

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Well, this is my last post before I head off to Vanuatu!!!!!! I’m soo excited!
Am in Brisbane atm, and holy fuck is it hot. It’s about 41 C here, and no breeze at all to speak of. So I’m at my mate Ben’s place relaxing in his pool most of the day overlooking Moreton Bay. Sarah has taken her brother down to start college at Toowoomba. The shopping centres are packed… you can’t even get a park. Though I did have a lovely breakfast and iced coffee at Cleveland today with a lovely girl called Anastasia. Then went and got a UV and CIR Polarising filter for my new camera.

So tomorrow, at 7am, I’m heading out to the Airport and then off to Vanuatu. Some interesting things I’ve noted that I am going to have to deal with over the next week. I’ve noticed that Sarah is starting to become increasingly … I don’t know… “wired” to my mother? My mother of course absolutely adores Sarah because she literally thinks that I will marry her one day and she will be the one to set me straight. So mum is very friendly to Sarah, and Sarah will believe everything she says. I *will not* have another controlling mother figure in the house at Alexandria. I will literaly go ape-shit. And I think I will have to explain it to Sarah in plain terms when I’m away. I don’t think she understands the issues that our family has with mum, and to the extent that we are going to see a major family breakup within the next 2 months. I have to be independent by that time for when it all goes to shit, I have to be able to ride through the storm.

And, been thinking about boys too. With the exams and everything assosciated with it, have had a rather large break from all male contact.. and y’know what.. I think it’s been a good thing. I was worried at some point that I would follow the path of so many queers before me, become bitter and uncaring, and promiscuous. I was following that path, but then my mind was diverted and now I see new paths ahead. I want to move into my new place, and expand my social networks so that I can find someone worthy for me to make happy. And I will be thinking of this when I’m in Vanuatu. I need to figure out exactly what I want… otherwise I will continue with my meaningless and hurtful relationships. Will be keeping a paper diary and will then transfer it to LiveJournal. Plus pepper my posts with photos and snaps of all the most unlikely scenarios that I get myself into!

Am really looking forward to going away though.. the people I am with are.. shall we say.. of the conservative sort. 1 of them doesn’t even want to get drunk because she feels she will miss out on something. Fuck that I say. This is my time to get wasted, flirt, and relax by the beach getting myself a tan. Ohhhhh… and also decided that I will do some scuba diving whilst over there.. I mean, why not??? heh heh heh heh

Anyway, I will probably not be online for a fair bit of time after I get back either, due to me moving into the unit at Alexandria and the lack of phone lines / internet connection in order to make a post. But stay tuned…

I will be back!!!

Luv y’all!!

Gus
xxoo

Well.. it’s all over now! I can *finally* relax and get back to being a bit more social!!

The exam yesterday… yes.. I was underprepared for. But I gave it a fair crack. Can’t really expect more than that. I just want to pass it.. fuck all of that credit bullshit.. I just don’t want to have wasted all that money and have to do it again. Well anyway, no use stressing about it now… it ain’t gunna do me any good. I’ve either passed or failed… and won’t find out for a few weeks.

So now I can get going with the rest of my life! Just been in a brawl with the Australian Government about my passport.. it was due to be posted out to me on monday, in my hands via registered post yesterday, so I would have it by the time I flew up to Brisbane tomorrow. Of course, the passport is still in Canberra. So I got up early this morning, and steeled myself preparing to more than likely have to drive down to Canberra and get the bloody thing. So I tried to make arrangements for that… “oh… hang on Mr. Stewart… the passport is actually in Sydney… you’ll have to go there”. So that’s a bit of relief.

Sarah signed the lease for the house yesterday… I’m just about to go to Five Dock and sign it myself…. how exciting! My own place… it’s almost surreal. I can’t wait to get out of here though!!!!!!

And last night.. well, I was absolutely buggered after getting up at 2am the previous morning in order to cram for study. That, and the fact that I was so stressed during the day I was hyperventilating. Not even half a pack of ciggies could calm me down! Anyway, Simon ( ) asked if I wanted to come out.. so a quick nap, and then off to see the boys! And beware… I’m now armed with a camera, and being as small as it is, I can see no reason whatsoever not to carry it with me when I’m out :-) So if you’re just out enjoying a nice drink and you see a blinding flash that makes you see stars… you’ve been shot!

Here are some photos from last night…

Pic 1
Nate and Me! What a suprise to see him out there! *cough*
Pic 2
Simon and Paul, our favourite little Canadian!
Pic 3
Wade and Simon
What is it with Simon and cute Canadians? *drool*
Pic 4
Wade and I
My god that boy is gorgeous!
Pic 5
Simon and Yours Truly

What is it about me and posing for a camera?

It’s wierd.. I actually felt completely outclassed last night! All those cute boys… completely out of my league! Anyway, I’ll come back from Vanuatu, armed with a tan and a bit more confidence, and see how we go!

And finally… took this photo yesterday… I thought it was pretty funkadelic… I love all the reflections I can get….

Hmmm. Well yesterday I got an ass-raping, and before all you boys widen your eyes, bear in mind that I did sit an exam yesterday and it probably relates to that.

Well, I thought I did pretty well. Powered through the short-answer questions, and had a damn good crack at the extended answer, only leaving out a little bit here and there. I thought I did pretty well, until I overheard the post-mortem from other students as I left. Ouch. And yes, these are people who study a hell of a lot more, are smarter and had a much better chance of getting it right. *sigh*
Anyway, I JUST WANT TO PASS IT!!!!! I don’t give a shit any more what grade it comes out as.. as long as it means I don’t have to do the fucker again.
So now I sit at 4am once more, Red Bull at my side, Ministry of Sound on my headphones playing some good techno / dance tunes to keep me buzzing, with Sarah and Ben asleep in the room next to me.

I’m a stressed out little biscuit (or should that be a twinky?) atm… I just want this exam to be over. I will probably undergo some wierd chemical imbalance once the stress has left me after the exam… I think adrenalin and stress toxins have been the only thing that have been keeping me going… the rest of my life is in absolute disarray but for some reason that doesn’t matter because all my mind can think about is how many hours there are left until I can walk out of the exam room. So I’m expecting a large chemical withdrawl after the exams, maybe a quick session of being crumpled in a heap as a blubbering mess that evening, shortly to recover and get out on the piss with my mates. I think I’m due for some Stonewall therapy.. so if any of you boys are going, let me know!

Changing down to 2nd, pedal to the metal, drop the clutch… and let’s go!

Well… it’s 4am… STUDY TIME!!!!!! Exam is at 1:50pm
This is gunna be a close one! You wonder how I get myself into these situations, year after year.
I think it takes a certain kind of knack….

Ok. This has fueled a bitter rant.

http://www.smh.com.au/articles/2004/02/16/1076779867293.html

I love the way an MP can make judgements about the safety of aircraft. His quote “That’s the point at which you’re open to wind shears and to continue that danger period by another four or five or 10 seconds (and that) is a very bad decision to make” and “If you make a decision to go around again when you’re at 1,000 feet or something that’s alright”.

These wonderful remarks came from the infamous Bob Katter, MP for Kennedy in QLD. This man has a view on everything, and is ready to speak openly and to everyone about what he believes to be true. Needless to say he has no grounding for his basis… he flaps his lips and it is plastered all over the media. And do the public listen? Well, they’ll listen to anything that plays on their fears. Paranoia is a wonderful bargaining tool.

This follows on from the recent media “enlightening” of the new airspace system. They tried to pick out every fault possible, and convince the public that it was “not safe” (hence playing on their paranoia of the unknown). The media would take one loudmouth’s opinion, broadcast it to everyone, and ignore the experts. Of course, the unions had a direct part in it too… they were against the new airspace system from the start, and used every tool to turn the public against it.

Being a pilot, I can obviously see that what the pilot did was the safest, and even if he was not in danger, it’s better to be safe than sorry (golden rule in aviation). I think the media to be regulated so that they must provide the credentials of anyone making such broad sweeping statements. The fact that a clapped out right-wing National Party MP with no aviation experience at all can make judgements on a highly-trained pilot and get plastered over the media proves there is something wrong.

*EDIT*
God help me.. i’m becoming political!
Now I just need to learn how to write a good political essay.. the art of which i’ve lost in engineering….

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

W E &nbsp G O T &nbsp T H E &nbsp P L A C E ! ! ! !

That’s right! The agent just called… our application was successful, we now have a new place to move into as soon as we get back from Vanuatu! Soooo… that means I have 4 more nights living at home with my folks, then I’m gone for good!!!!!!! Gussy is a big bad independent now! hahahah very cool stuff :p

So I’m sitting in Fischer Library atm.. still stressed about tomorrow and moreso wednesday. I can’t afford to fail. OMG.. the consequences are tooooo great… Back to work for Gus! What a way to spend my birthday… *sigh*

Ok.. this is only for those with broadband… I took this about 10 minutes ago with my new Sony DSCF828. Whip it up to full res, and check it out… the detail from it! All I could say was… OMG!!!

http://members.optushome.com.au/midnight_cowboy/LJ_pics/study1.JPG

Oh, and btw… it’s my 21st b’day today.. I hope someone remembers…