VolaciousNet

Apt or Fit to fly

Browsing Posts published in March, 2004

I GOT MY SCHOLARSHIP BAAAACK!

Yes, that’s right! I got a letter from the scholarships office today saying that they had approved my payment this year, taking into account all the shit that went on last year :-) So i’m very happy.. I get paid again this semester, so I can finally afford my textbooks, and maybe just one night out to celebrate ;-) (what other good use is there for scholarships if not to spend on booze?)

Every now and then, my Dad sends forwards me emails sent to him from his mates…
He sent me this today.. which I think takes the cake, as the comment he wrote to me in the email was:
Gus,
This is worth chasing.
Politics?

And yes, I told him I was gay almost 2 years ago. Lovely to think he’s still got confidence in me :-)

If there are any girls on my list.. well.. I will apologise now, but only to save face…

Which one is the apricot?? A big kiss from me if you guess correctly…

Find the Apricot

Telstra Online
Sneaky bastards
They intentionally make the site slow so that 56K users upgrade to broadband.
I’m trying to pay a bill, and each page is taking up to a minute to load, even if there’s not much on the page.
Grrr

And in other news….
Got a call from the scholarships office today… they will be reviewing my scholarship in front of the Dean, and with the letter I sent to them, there is a good chance that I will be re-approved! Not certain yet.. I find out next week, but I could really use that money. It could at least buy textbooks!

Woke up this morning to find 900 extra dollars in my account. My mind boggled, until I realised that it was rent day. *cries*

All in all, things going ok so far… Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..

Wow. For the first time in my life, I have decided to pick up a copy of DNA (no I didn’t buy it… I maintain my pride there… Wade left it on my desk and naturally it’s distracting me from my work *coughs*)

Interesting… Page 24 of issue #48 has tips on what not to do whilst dating. Some are so true.
1. Never use the “L” word. Know that one.
2. No Ex talk - Been caught out with that one before
3. Never introduce him to your fag hags – My fag hags love me… I can understand why it’s a danger, but I seem to always benefit from it…
4. Never introduce him to your homosexual posse - Oh this is a dangerous one… has happened to me before. Gay guys are bitchy. NEVER do this!
5. Never frequent gay bars together – Funnily enough hardly anyone i’ve been out with has been to stonewall more than once.
6. Avoid the lovey-dovey text message - Ok… I am horrible at this. I always put in “xxoo” at the end of my messages. I LOVE recieving these… maybe that’s why I do it. Hmm. Explains a lot!
7. Never get more trashed than he does - Not a problem
8. Hold off on the sex - Ok. That’s something I have trouble doing.. but if it’s a nice guy it’s worth it.
9. Never over commit – I hate this about gay guys. The minute you mention the word “boyfriend”, they’re off.
10 Play the Game – Treat ‘em Mean, Keep ‘em Keen – Yeah, except I’m the one being treated mean. I don’t know how this works. If I’m treated mean, I look elsewhere. Like holy shit… if they do that they’re not worth it. I have no idea why “treating ‘em mean” is a method to keep them interested.


So as you can see.. there’s no wonder I keep fucking up! I’ve had to learn nearly each one of those the hard way. Sometimes I wish that was a mandatory part of school… dating techniques! Holy shit it would be more useful!

Hmmm. Well, I’ll make this post public. I’ve written up a few posts here and there, but due to fact that no-one gives a shit about deep posts i’ve decided to privatise them.


I’ve just decided to fix up the wireless in the house… simply using a dodgy cheap wireless card and a bit of geeky goodness, I’ve set up a software router and wireless access point for about 1/5 the cost of the hardware variety. Using the desktop VOLACIOUS as a DHCP server also running a proxy and routing daemon, both laptops can concurrently control the internet connection and connect at the same time. I’m using ProxyPlus’s webserver so that we have a web page to connect / disconnect the modem, and the proxy itself makes things faster by caching. Everything else just gets directly routed without the proxy. Plus, the proxy can cascade everything through DIESEL, the Electrical Engineering server, which then directs everything through the proxy i set up at my folk’s place, which fools the USYD web cache into thinking all my traffic is internal, making it free. I love it. The computer sits in the living room, beside the stereo, with 7,500 songs and 100 DVD-quality movies that can be accessed around the house. That’s right.. watching movies whilst sitting in the bath. It can be done! All for 50 bucks.

Incidentally, I thought I would put up the pic from last night, where I’m meant to be dressed as a redneck (my theme for a 21-party last night. Embarrasingly, I actually own these clothes, and yes it was me who wore the holes in the jeans from over-use. However, I got told that my colours were still too well-coordinated, and I still looked gay! can’t win, can I?

Wow. Ever since I wrote up that post the other night, have sparked a good debate. I’m really enjoying this!
The latest to join the Liberal Forces is Kurt, media boy and chairman of the Lane Cove Young Liberals… read through what he wrote!

The fight goes on!

I sit here tonight, completely bored of uni work. For some reason or another, I feel it is time to improve my debating skills and essay techniques. Being an engineering student, I haven’t written a decent piece of writing for over 3 years. So I decided tonight, I would get political. Usually, I’m not politically outspoken, usually because my views do not favour the extreme left and I fear my head would get bitten off if I ever opened my mouth.

�

What does it mean to be gay and a Liberal? Contradiction in terms I hear you say. Yet I sit here with a twinky sleeveless top, Morissey jeans, a bleached blonde haircut and a membership to the Young Liberals in my wallet. I am not an anomaly… I am one of many. We are not the outspoken… neither seen protesting nor campaigning, but calmly working on our own goals behind the scenes whilst the more passioinate take to the soapbox. So why would we choose such a path?

Popular media has often portrayed the Liberal Party as anti-gay and indeed in some ways it is. The Liberal Party took the public stance of being anti-gay over 20 years ago, most notably in 1982 when the NSW Liberal / National Party voted unanimously against amendments to the Anti-Discrimination Act of 1975 (introduced by Premier Neville Wran) to include homosexuals in the Act. And it’s even prevalent in the Federal Parliament. The issue of gay marriage is one that has been thrown about the halls of parliament constantly in recent times, and John Howard intends to use it as a political wedge for the next election. The reason why I choose to support them comes from many levels.

To come from a purely capitalist standpoint, fiscal policy and industrial relations policy is one of the major strongpoints of the Liberal Party, particularly in the past 15 years since the introduction of the Workplace Relations Act and the formation of the Business Council of Australia in the early 90′s. With unions on the demise, and enterprise bargaining and globalism now taking over, capitalist Australia is enjoying some of the most financially prosperous times in its history. After the era of Bob Hawke and more notably Paul Keating (with the recession we “had to have”), the Liberal Party has treated Australia to improved worker relations in line with the changing nature of the workplace from what it was 20 years ago when the ACTU was formed. And whether gay or not, I, like everyone else, must be able to succeed in the workplace and work in a successful economy. With the combination of engineering and commerce, I will more than likely be an employer rather than an employee after time. One could argue that being born into a conservative Liberal family and being sent to a wealthy private GPS school I was born with the silver spoon already in my mouth and my beliefs set without justifying them. Considering the way I have rebelled and spited every other aspect of my family and upbringing, I should have been expected by now to be an extreme-left socialite and uni drop-out. However, I live in the real world, which unfortunately does require money and capitalism to be able to prosper.

Of course, the anti-gay and anti-student nature of the Liberal Party troubles me. Labor has done much in terms of the Anti-Discrimination Act and the Higher Education Contribution Scheme to aid these issues. The reality of the fact is, that, with or without my support, the Liberal Party will continue to be voted in by Australia’s conservatives and businessmen on a regular basis. If they do not have an influx of young gay people, then Australia will continue to face an uphill struggle for gay rights and the right to higher education. Standing on a soapbox and yelling in the streets is not going to change a government, nor the public’s opinion. Let’s face it, students have been predominantly left-wing and protesters for the past 100 years. But how often do they really make a difference? There are plenty of young gay people involved in Labor movements, NOLS and the like. They don’t need any more to their numbers. It is pretty well established that the young Labor movement is pro gay. It is the Liberals that need the support. And yes, it’s an uphill struggle, but with the right involvement of our youth in it, then changes can be made. Call it “undermining from within”. Call it what you may. But it requires careful planning and the right approach. Already, the Young Liberals have been infiltrated with queer youth… in fact if you go along to a YL meeting you’ve probably got a good chance of picking up. The USYD Liberal movement too has a large gay contingent to it as well. I should know, I used to go out with the president of it. I applaud their efforts and join their ranks.

Whilst students are famous for being ideologists, we must face the reality that the Liberal Party is here to stay, and that they encourage a more prosperous and secure country, which benefits everyone, gay or not. It is an uphill battle for gay conservatives, but so long as both left wing and right wing are fighting for the cause, then changes will be made.

�

//

Well, that’s it from me for now… it’s hard to get all my thoughts together and I hope it gets my point across well. Please leave comments, I love a good political debate, and considering the political persuations of the people who will be reading this, I welcome your thoughts!

-aside note-
I don’t know what it is.. I’ve got a real hankering to go flying again. I miss my passion…
Must get out there before the weather gets too shitty. Now that I can do stall turns, I want to learn snap rolls and split S’s (half loop, half aileron roll). I think I will have to start taking my friends out there.. i’ve been promising to take my friends for flights for so long now.. must make good on my promise…

Beauty is pain…. beauty is pain… must keep chanting that to myself or I will lose my mind.
Yes, for some reason, I think just so I could have a change, I decided to wax my legs. For some reason, my legs were the only hairy part of my body… I used to like it, but decided it was time for a change. Try something new.
But holy shit did it hurt! Hot wax.. ripping out every follicle by the roots in one movement. Thankfully I had my bottle of Johnny Black to help me through it. So here are the before and after shots…

Gussy’s waxing adventure

BEFORE AFTER


In other news, went up to see my Doc this morning to get something to kill this wretched cough I’ve had for the past 5 weeks. I went to see one about 2 weeks ago, who didn’t bulk-bill, and gave me what I reckon was a placebo. It did shit all. Got much better stuff from my regular doc. Haven’t been coughing at all today. Plus, it was test time! I got some tests done the other week.. my god it was hilarious. Try explaining to a sheltered north shore doctor why you want to have a HIV and STD test. They look at you blankly and ask if you’ve been at risk, then once you explain it to them, they write in big block letters on the pathology form “ENGAGED IN HOMOSEXUAL ACTIVITY”. Thanks, chief. Thankfully I don’t need to explain anything to my regular doc… he is very thorough and gave me all the tests. So I should find out in a week. Not of course that I’m at any risk, but to get it done once every 6 months for piece of mind is always a good thing. Plus, it’s only fair to those that you’re with.

Anyway, I’m going to do another all-nighter tonight. Got soooo much uni stuff i’ve delayed doing with this whole waxing adventure.. I need to play catch-up. Might try and get an hour or two of sleep before tomorrow. No matter if I can’t anyway :p Time for coffee methinks…