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Browsing Posts published in April, 2005

You know, sometimes, despite my intended career, I feel as though devices, whether mechanical or electrical, just don’t get on well with me. These past few weeks, nearly everything that could go wrong, probably did go wrong.

  • My lovely car, Tasha, had her wheels so far out of alignment she was not only shaking herself apart but completely shredding the tyres at the same time. Considering she’s been driving about 1,000 km / week for the past 2-3 months, it was not a surprise that this morning the front left tyre was as smooth as a shaved twink. I got two new tyres put on this morning, and had them aligned and balanced, but noticed that she was acting up again on the freeway. Now she needs the rear ones aligned.
  • The fridge, my old nemesis, has finally had a replacement found. After breaking down due to insufficient gas in the system (making it sound like a 747 under full throttle), we decided that it was best to simply write it off as a bad debt, and buy a new one. I went around sooo many stores this morning hunting down fridges, before I finally found one I thought was best… a Mitsubishi model, nonetheless! Not very popular in fridges, but apparently only because the public doesn’t really know about them making fridges. Also found out that Simpson, Kelvinator and Westinghouse fridges are all made in the same factory, from the same parts, except they are priced differently. Lovely.
  • The TV, old enough now to be a family heirloom, has finally decided to show her age. Bright side-bands have formed around the edges of our classic 30 year old HMV box (complete with faux wood panelling, of course!). Whilst we have another TV to replace it, it’s not as big, and definately lacks the retro charm.
  • Adam’s laptop has burnt through its second screen now, leaving us to consider no option but to replace the laptop altogether. That’s not going to be cheap. With the expenses outlined above, needless to say we are well in debt. In the meantime, we still have the desktop.
  • The desktop, Zeus, has had to have a completely new operating system installed, after the MBR of the 160GB HDD it was situated on developed a bad sector. Really really bad place for a bad sector. Didn’t lose the data, but it’s useless as a system drive. Reinstalled WinXP, Apache, mySQL and the mail server. Managed to do it within 48 hours of the original OS dying, so didn’t lose too much email. The website is up and running again, and a little faster too. She’s not doing too bad for a 7 year old machine built from spare parts. Reminds me… I have new photos to add soon. Oh well.

    On that note, I will leave you with this photo.
    Background: Tradition in gliding dictates that after a student has completed their first solo, they get a bucket of water thrown over them to “cool their ego”. This was a photo captured at that immortal moment..

    Wet

    © A Stewart 2005

  • Flying Solo

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    Arrrrggghhh!
    Poor Zeus has decided that it’s finally time to roll over and stick its legs in the air, doing a dying swan act before promptly crashing and seizing the HDD. So the website’s down, and so it email. Oh well.

    The good news is I’m eligible for the MSDN Academic Licence through Electrical Engineering… it’s good to see my HECS fees going somewhere! I can get a few thousand dollars worth of software for free. I am going to upgrade to Windows 2003 Server.

    On the Weekend
    As my posts may have mentioned, I was up flyng this weekend. Most satisfying! Whilst I had to spend most of the time on the ground, running the operations, I still got a flight or two up in the air. I needed a currency check, as I hadn’t flown since the Junior Nationals competition in December. I made a few mistakes on my circuit, which I shouldn’t have done considering the length of time I’ve been flying, and I had some strips torn off me. For some reason, I was relieved that I did. It’s way too dangerous to become complacent in a sport where mistakes near the ground are usually final.

    One of our pilots, a young 15 y/o named Vaughan, went for his first solo, which was quite an occaision up at the club. I took the opportunity to get some photos, and made use of a feature on my camera that allows for a burst of 8 high-resolution shots to be taken in 750 ms intervals. Very good for sports shots I thought.

    The following shot is taken during his first solo, as he flew through perfectly still afternoon air, with a spectacular sunset in the background.
    The first solo for any pilot is a surreal moment. I still remember mine extremely clearly.


    Through the Sunset

    Btw… this article in the SMH today made me laugh, in light of the post about VSU I wrote last night.

    A lovely weekend out on the airfield. There’s something about the crisp country air mixed with a touch of Avgas that really perks you up!
    I’ve got an hour or so to kill now, so I thought I would write a little something. It’s merely a piece of writing that may or may not spark debate. If I wasn’t a life member of the Union already, I would probably actually care.

    VSU – Is it really the end of student culture?

    So many people, mainly students, have put forward the fact that student life will die as a result of the Commonwealth Government aboloshing the compulsory fees for student unions. Less money for societies means that societies will be forced to close down, and our sporting bodies will crumble from lack of support.

    The change will not be so dramatic. We will see a rise of competitive, tailored unions that actually have to account for all of their expenses, and become a union that students would want to voluntarily join. As it stands, if I was offered the chance not to pay, I wouldn’t. For $500, I see very little of this money actually going towards services that I, or what I percieve to be the majority of students, actually need. The food “subsidies” are nothing short of woeful, and a quick trip to the Thai take-aways in Newtown will quickly demonstrate how a competitive market will compete for the student dollar. Services like child care, whilst important to those who need it, are not such an expense as to warrant such high union fees. With the exception of Rugby Union and rowing, most sports clubs do not take a lot of expense either. As secretary and treasurer of the Sydney University Rifle Club for 3 years, I dealt with a whopping annual grant from the Sports Union of $2,000, cut down to $1,500 whilst Sports Union fees rose. The SRC, in most student’s eyes, is a complete joke. Their most public activity is activism, which frankly, most students do not value putting their fees towards. If I really want to help the refugees, I will support them directly. I realise that only about 2% of our fees go towards this, but frankly that is too much.

    The doomsayers say the food outlets will close, and that commercial outlets will try to bleed the students dry. This is nothing further than the truth… if food outlets actually had to compete against each other, needless to say competition will force a more efficient market.

    They say we will lose free legal service. Why is it that most other unions, which are not compulsory, can provide it, and the USYD union can’t ?

    They say we will lose counselling services. Maybe. An efficient union would be able to cut costs by using student volunteers, mentor programs, and other alternatives to help students.

    They say we will lose our sportsmen. Yes, the rowing budget and the Rugby Union budget will have to be reduced, and we won’t be able to afford as many scholarships. What a shame I don’t have to spend my fees on building bigger grandstands. Overall, those who want play sports, will. We had to raise our own funds in the Rifle club, through donations and fundraiser events. I’m sure USYD Rowing could do the same if they really needed to.

    They say we will lose our community spirit. I don’t think this will be the case. Student community spirit exists well in other countries throughout the world where compulsory unionism does not exist. Why is it that so many people say a VSU will destroy student life, it is has not done so in other societies so similar to our own? (read: American)

    Student unions are the last bastion of compulsory unionism in Australia, and by abolishing the compulsory subscriptions, we uphold the ideal of the freedom to belong. Other unions, whilst losing much memberships, have managed to survive, and those who want their services have joined up, and they have benefitted from the services of that union.

    So think about whether you really think the fees you pay are worth what benefits you can actually see. Union director wannabes have promised a better union every year, and in the tradition of politicans, it has never eventuated. Could perhaps their money, and indeed yours, be better spent? And more importantly… do you really think student life will die if you don’t join? Think about it.

    Any comments, flaming or not, are welcome.

    It’s Friday night, and I’m lying on the rug beside the fire, just me, the laptop, the fire, and a beer.
    I’m in an old 140 y/o mud-brick house up in the mountains in the Great Diving Range of Australia.
    Old Grandma Fosset, the ghost who hangs around here, is making a few sounds out in the hallway, but I’m not as scared of her as I used to be when I was a kid. I guess I don’t feel threatened by her.

    I have to be Duty Pilot at the gliding club tomorrow… it should be quite relaxing. There are a few political issues I need to clear up with the club. I’m staying at the farm house with Mum, and Adam’s back in Sydney working over weekend.

    I am still intending to write my articles on VSU, gliding and neo-conservatism over the weekend. I will post them up here for you people in the next few days. I will probably be bored on the airfield, and whip out my laptop when the operations are quiet. I also intend to do a bit of photography whilst I’m up here, perhaps get on the motorbike, and travel across the farm in search of photographic opportunities.

    Here’s one I took a few hours ago, on the trip up here. The shot is of the two experimental wind turbines at Hampton, about 10 minutes drive away from where I am now. I took about 30 shots, with different light settings, and I think I liked this one the most:


    Wind Turbines at Hampton
    Photo by A Stewart 2005

    Well… what a change one thing can make!

    I woke up this morning, and before my brain could figure out what was happening to it, I had my joggers on and was already heading down the street behind my house. I didn’t know where I was going… I just ran. Wasn’t a huge start, probably only 25 or so minutes running. Still, the moment I started running, I could feel the blood circulating, and all the toxins being dislodged. Got home, feeling a little better, but the big differneces won’t noticed until later that day when I found I actually had *more* energy that I would have usually, and a much bigger appetite than I’ve been used to in some time! I have a feeling it’s partially psychosematic, but I felt so much better!

    The main thing… I have been in a relatively good mood all day, despite the fact that I have a 25% mid-semester quiz tomorrow, and a major assignment due thursday which I’ve barely started. I’m sitting here beside Adam, our laptops beside each other, as we work on our relative assignments. He’s wearing his new glasses, which I have to say are extremely sexy. I am biased though. Wouldn’t have it any other way!

    This weekend is going to be interesting, that I can tell already. I will likely be staying with Mum on the farm at Oberon, and travelling into Bathurst each day to fulfil my obligation as Duty Pilot at the soaring club. I also hope I can get some flying in! There’s a lot of politics for me to clear up at the club… hopefully I’m still in the good books!

    My main procrastination today has been putting the final touches on my site, which now has fully working commenting section, and whilst still not perfect, is looking a damn site better! Those of you who are geeks out there… do me a favour and cast an eye over it, and tell me how I can improve!

    I have plans for some more serious article writing in the near future, with topics to be including

  • VSU (Voluntary Student Unionism)
  • The Politics of Youth in Gliding and other elder-aged dominated sports
  • The Dawn of Neo-Conservatism

    Stay Tuned!

  • Hello, World.

    Journals can be such tricky things. Especially public ones. Sometimes I feel I can’t say what I really want to… that somehow I have to censor things. This is quite unusual, considering how open I consider my life to be.

    Over the past few weeks, I’ve been noticing that the seeds of discontent are beginning to bud, even though water and fertilizer, the usual fuels, are not present to facilitate the growth of a depression spiral. I’ve been spending days more in discontent, becoming more frustrated, and it’s rubbing off on those close to me. Constant lethargy has caused a continuation of the same patterns that emerged last year. I didn’t mention much about the 1-year anniversary last week, because we were in such frustrated moods that neither of us got all from it that we could have. I’m not taking care of myself, and not taking care of Adam.

    I find myself wasting entire days, all for no apparent reason. I don’t want to whinge about problems though, for solutions are the only thing that is noteworthy. I have formulated a plan that I will endeavour to follow, and with this journal as a mission statement, I shall outline it.

  • Up at 7am
  • 20 minute run every morning
  • Breakfast is a MUST after morning run
  • 3 decent meals a day at least
  • Organise tutoring for elec eng subjects.

    It sounds simple, but these things are what I’ve been missing out on. It’s no wonder I feel like crap most days! I want to think with clarity again. It will be hard to initiate, but I have to do it.


    Flying is thirsty work!

    Flying is thirsty work!



    Also, whilst I have the floor, I have one other question to ask…

    WHY OH WHY would people want to migrate from LiveJournal to a lesser product like Blogger or MySpace??? What possible advantages does it have that isn’t offered in LiveJournal ?? They say it’s “prettier”… but how so? They have no “friends page”. There are no “communities”. There are ads, or proprietry code on every page, whether it be a toolbar, or a blatant ad. I’ve investigated each, and even set up an accounts on BlogSpot (google), MSN Space(Microsoft), and MySpace, to see what they’re like. I can’t say like any of them. MySpace is blatant advertising space, as is MSN spaces. Google (blogspot) is more impressive, but doesn’t have the community features that I love so much!

    I’ve been with LiveJournal for 18 months now, and have been very impressed with its capabilities, and customisability. I’ve grown very familiar with the API as can be seen in my syndicated archive It’s very powerful, if you know how to play with the code. I spend way too much time on the friends page to be healthy. I guess I’m a geek in favour of practicality over presentation. Typical engineer!

  • It’s midnight on a Sunday night. I’m watching RoboCop, a delightful movie but soooooo 80′s !!

    I think I need more endorphins in my life. I was in the crankiest, shabbiest of mood this morning, and couldn’t even figure out the reason. After fulfilling a … shall we say… “primal” urge with the betrothed, I suddenly felt great again. Like hitting the “mood switch”.
    Then I realised that the same chemical released after sex is the same as is released after exercise. I was talking to friends online, and people claim to feel “alive” after a run or hard exercise.

    I then remember how long it’s been since I’ve done some serious exercise. I then remember that my constant state of lethargy is probably attributed to lack of exercise, rather than exertion. I then postulate that if I want to get myself out of this little rut that I’m getting myself into, I have to start to get those endorphins flowing again so that I can feel this “life” that everyone talks about. So I think it’s time to try and really motivate myself to get some exercise happening. Talking to another old contact, who’s just joined the RAAF after going through the undergraduate program, I’m still thinking about RAAF part-time. So I need to be a little more fit before that.

    On a side note… Adam and I decided to leave the apartment and go for a wander around our lovely suburb of Dulwich Hill, and we get no further than our next-door neighbour’s place (not the screaming westies), and the greek woman who’s apartment it was saw us, and invited us in. Apparently her mother was over from Greece, and she was having a party!! We were persuaded inside, where there were heaps of people in a situation that could only be described from the movie My Big Fat Greek Wedding. The food, the people, the dress, everything! Quite random, but very pleasing. The reputation of Greek hospitality is very true!

    This week is going to be hell for me… sooo many assignments, and mid-semesters due. I gotta get some things done. G’night, RoboCop….

    Well, Adam and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary yesterday, in fine style, of course! Adam had been saving up money over the past month, putting it all away in a little jar, so we could go out and have a nice dinner for our anniversary. It was such a cute gesture.. neither of us have a lot of money at the moment to spend on each other, so over the past few weeks I would slip in a few notes into the jar myself.

    The end result is that we ended up at Star City, at Pyrmont’s restuarant, which I will be writing a little review about later. We were both dressed up quite nicely, and even though I had my camera with me, I never got around to taking any shots. We walked by the Darling Harbour foreshore afterwards, and sat by the water’s edge. All in all quite a good night.

    I have been busy lately, even with relatively geeky things like the ever-changing website, which is now fully synchronous with LiveJournal, without actually depending on LiveJournal to be running. I’ve done a few other things, including adding a articles section, but more on the geeky stuff later. I’m sure most of you wouldn’t give a shit anyway.

    I have to go get ready for work… am working at Telstra Stadium tonight, and I have no idea how to get there, especially since Adam has the car.

    ‘later people!

    Review

    Latter Days

    Steven Sandvoss, Wes Ramsey. Director: C.Jay Cox

    “So your church doesn’t like alcohol or homosexuals? Well I’m not joining. I couldn’t imagine heaven without both”

    The usual public preconception of a gay-themed independent film is that of a low budget, poorly shot film that leaves you wondering after the film what it was about. Kinds of films that appeal to the culture buffs, but not much else.

    Although never released into the box office, the quality of cinematography and profile of the actors could easily have put it there, if it wasn’t for the controversial subject matter that angered right-wing religious groups around America.

    Latter Days is about the union of opposites… promiscuously gay (“I can suck the engine block through the tailpipe of a ’58 Chevy”) Christian, played by Wes Ramsey, gets new neighbours… four Mormon missionaries. The youngest of them, Elder Aaron Davis (played by Steve Sandross), becomes the target of the shallow Christian, who sees it fit to convert a missionary, rather than the other way around.

    The director C.Jay Cox delves into his past to produce a startlingly accurate (apparently) account of life as a Mormon missionary, and the shame and humiliation directed at those seen to be homosexual. In an interview given to DNA Magazine, he clearly states his opinion on gays in the Mormon Church, particularly in light of the recent election. “The majority … believed that President Bush was doing a bad job, but were willing to overlook all that as long as they had a president who believed gay marriage was intolerable”. Like the film “Saved!”, this movie strikes a clear blow at the hypocracy of many organised religions, and especially that of the Mormons. It also gives a discernable poke at the gay stereotype that Christian portrays, i.e. the city party-boy, who’s work colleague remarks “Darling… you don’t have to be deep… you just have to be pretty”. According to Cox, the main characters are portrayals of his two stages in life… that of a closeted Mormon, and that of an out and promiscuous gay man.
    The film touches on other interesting topics, such as the quest for spirituality, and the notion of fate. Although some of the symbolism was a little far-fetched and laboured in parts, it kept the plot together. For the dough-eyed viewer, the romance is as much uplifting as it is heart-wrenching. Notions of fate, and the transformational powers of love can soften even the cynical. The movie provides a hope for many of its intended audiences, especially those that question their sexuality, and those that search for a truth beyond the superficial.

    The casting is absolutely brilliant. Nothing easier to attract an audience than use the most gorgeous actors possible, who intertwine in some of the most sensual and electric ways. The movie was given an “R” rating, not that it would matter much considering the controversial subject would never be aired in a mainstream cinema.

    Overall, this movie was very enjoyable, and despite the “interesting” use of symbology in it, I found it an emotive yet upliftingly romantic flick with an obvious political target. It was condemned by the Mormon Church, who actively campaigned to have the film pulled from retail outlets around America. The film left me with an usually teary eye, and a renewed awareness of the hypocracy of the so-called “moral guidelines” set out by religious organisations.

    The film can be found in good DVD retailers, some video rentals stores and online at Amazon. I would seriously recommend it… it is one of the most enjoyable pieces of gay literature or media that I’ve come across in some time.




    Hello, World.

    My posts have been shorter and fewer-between as of late… which is interesting considering I’ve spent much of my time at my laptop this past week. Even the classic situation of being bored in a lecture and having a wireless internet connection hasn’t fueled me to update more.

    I have done MAJOR work on my website, Volacious.Net.Au.
    The mySQL backend is behaving a lot better, and now incorporates the following features…

     
  • I have improved the comments section of my Photo Gallery
  • I have managed to syncrhonize my entire LiveJournal data with local data, creating my very own Archives. I’ve even managed to find a way to synchronise my LiveJournal comments to my local site.
  • The front page is now better built, with better behaving “recent links”.
  • I have finally created a Gliding page, which I think looks pretty funky, but then again i’m biased!
  • There are still bugs on the site, I know, but I’m very quickly starting to get rid of them.

    I would really love your input… I’ve put a lot of time into creating my own Content Management System, and although it’s not perfect, hopefully it will add some good functionality to my site. I’ve found that the site is quite google-a-ble, with references to my site coming up in some very unlikely places!



    Aside from that, there is much news since I updated last. My work situation hasn’t improved, and I think I will definately have to start looking for alternate work very quickly.

    I will shortly be writing posts concerning the following…

     
  • Mum being overseas, and spooky premonitions

  • The resurgence of religion as a means of control
  • A review on the power generation capacities of the Chiko Roll
  • A review on the movie Latter Days
  • It’s 1:45am now… I should be curled up in bed. Easily fixed…

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