Hello there all !!!
I’ve really become quite apathetic lately. My tolerance for stupidity and incompetence is at an all-time low, which for me is pretty damn low. I’ve given up on people who are emotionally needy, pushy or just plain rude. I guess I’m at a point where all I want are friends who can relax with me, chat about absolute crap and enjoy it. I’m getting to old these days for the dramas. Life is just way too fucking busy.
And wow what a time it’s going to be. The past two months have been hectic… I’ve started a new job that I enjoy, and what’s more it has a definate future. I’m studying two degrees and attempting to hold down an almost full-time job. The next few weeks are going to be hell… work is steady yet there are exams looming, and I’m not looking that steady in one or two of my subjects.
What I’ve been most happy with though is the fact that I’m still holding together, where in the past I would have burnt out by now or broken down spectacularly. I’m not doing brilliantly at uni, but I’m not doing that badly either. My justification is this…. my transcript is already a jumble of horrors, but now that I have that all-important first job… nobody’s going to ever look at it! So all I need to really do now is just pass the thing, get my two pieces of paper, and run like hell. I’ve been too long at this uni.
So the next 5-6 weeks are going to be hell on earth. In a week’s time it will be Adam and my
18 months. I’m making a big deal out of it as it is Adam’s “longevity” records which I’m about to break, and he went to all ends to celebrate when I broke 3 months, my previous long-term record. I made the mistake of letting my mother in on my plans, and over dinner the other night she naturally yet unwittingly spilled the beans to him. I’m taking him to see
Gilbert and Sullivan’s HMS Pinafore and Trial By Jury with
Anthony Warlowat the
Sydney Opera House, a place he’s actually never been to before. So hopefully all will go well, yet I still have to think up another surprise or two for him on the night now that the main one is ruined!
One thing that has been keeping me sane though is my brand-new game
Condor. It has to be the most realistic
gliding sim I’ve ever seen, and I was even playing in a big multi-player race tonight with the boys and girls I’ll be flying with later this year at the
U-25 Nationals. Well, I was until Adam unwittingly unplugged the power to the router, thus kiling the connection and booting me out of the game. He’s lucky I love him so much or there would be hell to pay!
Anyway, this is where I hope to be in a few years time… flying a Nimbus 4 through the mountains of Europe, representing Australia….