Hello friends.
I’d like to say everything is great, but I have to admit I’m a little sad.
I recently got turned down for a promotion opportunity at work that I really wanted… I thought I had a good chance at it, being the most qualified and having good experience. It’s made me sit here and re-think my career paths and where I want to be in 4-5 months. At that time, I will have finished university with two degrees, a CCNA, and have had 2 years of engineering experience under my belt. I’m bored where I am and not motivated.
I’ve had a look on Seek, and there’s a few things there that have sparked my interest, many of them in the Satellite Engineering field that I want to become a part of.
So yes… I have to say I’m disappointed and disheartened, as I believe that management have some personal / professional issue with me that they do not tell me about. The guy they picked, whilst being a top bloke and a good friend of mine, is currently working as a casual. That makes me think something is awry.
*le sigh*
Adam and I have also come to the point where we don’t think we’re going to host any of our big parties anymore… they have been getting less fun year after year, and whilst still big events we don’t think the effort is worth it. We had many confirm they were coming, and never turn up. I guess this is just generally disheartening. Add to that some snide comments during the night and after the event… I don’t know… maybe I’m taking it all too personally. I’m in one of those moods.
I’m very much in a “Fuck you all” mood right now. Which, frankly, is a good motivator. Never underestimate the power of spite.